2010!! Wow! A new decade. With each year that passes I think to myself that something really big is going to happen, or I am going to do something really big this year to make it a year worth remembering. Then as the days and months pass by, I get busy, I get stuck in my rut and nothing really big happens. Not to say that my years that have passed are not memorable. I need to stop looking at it like that. Every moment in my life is something worth remembering or cherishing. I have so many great friends and family in my life right now, that I don't have time to wait for something big to happen. I am going to make something big happen.
I decided towards the end of 2009 that I wanted to change. I wanted to change my attitude, where I was in life, and just my overall being. Well I thought about the person I wanted to be and I came up with, that I just wanted to be ME. Simply said. Just me. So that is what you get this year...just me. A little rough around the edges, nothing sugar coated, no fairy tales, true, raw, ME. Now I am sure that people are wondering what the hell was she before? I was a hater. A hater towards people, the things that I was doing, everything. I needed a new attitude and I needed to not care what people thought of me any longer. So if I offend you or hurt your feelings, I apologize in advanced. It is not my intention to be rude or hateful, unless warranted or provoked. So no resolutions this year, just a new Me.
I do however, want to make a list of things that I want to do this year vs. this that I actually do this year. Check back later for my lists that I am working on.
Here is to a New Year, a New Decade, a New Me, and many happy memories that make the big things that happen look small.
